Zombie Apocalypse (roleplay)

"I kind of know what you mean, after what happened the ideas came to my mind aswell, but we can't give up Anna we have things to do, we have to get trough this."

I looked outside and thought: "Things are far from good at this moment. There is only one explanation for that wound. I was bitten.."

'Wha- Julien please tell me you are kidding, please?!'

I began to cry and couldn't stop myself.

'Julien, I'm not letting turn into one of those things- I won't! I can't handle things being like this at the moment, and you getting bitten just adds to this list- I won't make it without you, you're the one thing that's been keeping me sane!!'

*BLARGY*

OOC: That was supposed to be a thought, you were not supposed to know that

OOC: FML. Sorry. I didn't read it correctly ._. Lemme re do that now.

IC:

'Yeah, I know.. I don't know what I would do without you Julien. Thank you so much.. I really hope we both make it through this. I probably wouldn't make it through with you..'

"Hm yea, we'll make it."

Should I tell Anna? I didn't want to freak her out, but she'll find out sooner or later. I didn't know what to do.. I didn't know how long untill I was gonna transform. Should I tell the rest? It was probally the best, but I didn't know when. I might aswell tell everyone as soon as posibble, if I was ready for it..

BLARGY.

'Hey, are you okay? You seem a bit.. Thoughtful? What's up?', I said with a half smile. Talking to Julien was one of the only things that distracted from everything.

Should I tell her? I think it was the best, she had the right to know.

"Uhm Anna, I have to tell you something. It's about the wound..." I uncovered the wound and showed it to Anna. "As you can see it is completely rotten. Anna, I have been bitten.."

My hands were shacking badly, I was sweating, it was hard to tell, but it had to be done.

I stared at the would- it was rotten beyond recognition...

'Julien- no... I can't let you become one of them... I won't let you! There has to be a mistake.. There has to be! Julien, I can't do this without you, no- you can't just die! If you turn- right here, right now- even if I were fully armed and healthy, you do realise I wouldn't be able to shoot you, right? I love you! I really do and I'm telling you now before you turn. Oh god... I thought it was just an ordinary wound.. You have to tell Alex-'

My eyes filled up with tears.. We were getting picked off, one by one.. The walkers were winning...

I was shocked by Anna's reaction, she really seemed to care about me. It was sad that I had to tell her.

"Anna, I know I ask alot from you, but if I transform, I want you to kill me, no one else. I know it's too much, but You've got to do it oke? I care about you Anna, I won't forget you, never.. And I'll tell Alex later.."

'I cant- I, I won't! I can't kill you Julien! What if its just a normal wound that's gone a bit septic- who knows you could survive- oh please don't make me do this Julien! I can't! I find it amazing that you care about me too, and that you want me to do it.. But I cant- I'm so sorry...'

I started sobbing, why did it have to end like this?! Why did he have to go?! I felt as if my head and my heart were about to explode and I couldn't think straight. I brought my knees up in front of me, and closed my eyes tight, and held my hands over my ears and just- cried... I just said 'no' over and over again, this was a living nightmare for me..

I heard Julien and Anna. "Hey wasn't someone supposed to extract Jenkins' blood?" I said. "You have nothing to lose, right Julien?"

"We'll find out later, if I transform it isn't, if I don't it is. I knew I asked too much, I'll ask Alex to do it, he probally will. I'm sorry Anna, there is nothing we can do but wait. But if I die, you have to do something for me. I told you about my dream, go look in the library for a bookshelf right across the door, there is a brown book on the middle shelf to the right. Move that book out and the shelf will open, you'll find a large shelter with a tunnel, the tunnel will probally go to one of the labs. Search for anything that has to do with the lab, there might be an answer to the virus."

"Will you do that for me?"

"Everett, Do you really think that'll work?"

*Sees both julien and anna talking*
"hmmm"

I stopped covering my ears and and sat down normally. I faced Julien and swallowed hard.

'Y-yes... Okay I will.. If you don't make it, I just want you to know that I will never forget you, and that I've always loved you...'

I hugged Julien and kissed him on the cheek, then went back to my seat.

"Hey guys, you remember that hotel with the labs under it? I'm sure Alex (bestbest) and Anna (Joker) know about it, but we need to go there again. We're probably god knows how far from it, but there's something I need to check."

I walked to the front of the bus grabbing the micrphone.

"Ehm, guys, there is something I need to tell you.. The wound on my leg? Yea, it's pretty much infected. I've been bitten. I don't know how long I have, but yea, that's basicly it.."

*Hears what Julien has to say*

"Oh great... Wait, can't we just get the vaccine I was given at the lab and adapt it to make it a cure or something?"

OOC: Not trying to god-mod, just thinking of a logical idea which could work, if we need to scrap the idea to make it fair then we will.

"Well I guess I have nothing to lose so why not?" But I guess we need to hurry.."

Hearing it again made it feel even worse. I started crying softy and then..

BLARGY!

I threw up again. I really hope Julien gets better.

'Guys.. We need to turn this bus around. We also need to split up. Half of us should go back to the mansion so we can collect the remaining food and medical supplies, and the other half (BLARGY) should go with Gonzo back to the hotel lab. I need to do something at the mansion too...'

I looked up to Julien.

'And you- do me a favor, and get well soon.'

"I promise i'll get better, if you promise to stop throwing up, that's not good aswell." I joked.