Zombie Apocalypse (roleplay)

OOC: Hey Helvetica, welcome to the RP

IC: I walk back to the base with Everett and started stocking all the food in the kitchen. "Hey Everett good team work, I'll be resting on the couch if you need me." I say after we finish. I drop off on the lliving room couch.

OOC: oh yeah i forgot to say welcome....... WELCOME!!! LOL
IC:
*in mind ".... so there dead ....... so there flipping dead ..... whats the point ....... whats the point .......
i ..... im all alone .... theres no point anymore ....... But i have to keep going .... i promised ma and pa that i would...."*
*starts to wheels back to camp*
*sees elizabeth*
OOC: if at anytime i say katy by accident im sorry lol
*wheels over to her*
Hey elizabeth ......
... are you leaving? ....... please dont ..... I dont want to see another family member die......
I know your not realy my sister but .... your just like my sister.... Your smart brave and a bad ass with a bow.
If you leave there will be one less person in the world....Who cares about your past shit happens what happens now is all that matters.
Please....

"Come on, just try to jump. I'll catch ya."

I notice Alex.

"Yo Alex! We found Julien, but he said he was going to 'save the people he cared about' or something like that.."

I come downstairs as everyone seems to be back, "everything okay?"

"Hey, Gonzo. That kind of has the metaphor feel..what if he cares about us, and he needed to get away from us to save us..what if he was bitten again..? He can't be going for his friends, he said they all died in that bus..I don't get it. Anyways..go give the news to Anna. I'll be back with you all in a second" I say as I walk to a nearby building. I expected a building full of zombies. I put the machete from my right hand on my belt and I took a knife from there. The building wasn't full of zombies, but had some. I started throwing knives, one by one, into zombie heads. Some zombies managed to get close, but I sliced them with my machete. As soon as I ran out of knives, I took both my machetes in my hands and started slicing the other zombies..and as soon as I was done, I realized I killed about 30 zombies. This was an office building, so there's no doubt they're more..but my stress was gone. I walked back to the base, and saw Katy packing up. "Look..if you're staying, you're welcome here. It's not like you knew what the virus would've done, did you?" I say.

*wheels inside*
*goes into a bedroom*
*locks the door*
*takes out photo*
*lays on bed and stares at my photo*

I walked towards Gonzo.

"Did~ did you find him?", I asked, my voice shaking.

*i kill the last zombie* yup

"What did he say? Where is he??"

"He went that way." I say, pointing to the direction he went.

"He said he was going to 'save the people he cared about'."

"I~"

I didn't know what to say. I didn't want to do anything brash, and I definitely wouldn't go after him, I'd probably die out there looking for him. Why would he go? I stared blankly back at Gonzo.

"Okay."

I walked over to the center of the base. I was sick of my feelings getting in the way of surviving now.

"When the fuck are we getting to Alaska. I'm sick of this shit. Let's get the fuck out of here and go."

I was upset, but I couldn't exactly... Feel it. All of my emotions had been replaced with rage. All of this. Killing my friends when they turned, seeing my family die, having to see Julien almost kill himself, and now just for him to go again, it was the final straw. I was sick of seeing people who I loved just GO. Sick and fucking tired of it, and I was sick of staying calm and collected. I got my gun and reloaded. I stepped out side and wasted a whole clip of bullets shooting at trees and saying the names of people I had lost to this god-damned fucking apocolypse beneath my breath. A bullet for each name. I'd tried to get out all my anger, but it barely made a dent in the mountain of rage and hatred that had built up over and this time.

"Anna..."

In head: "I should leave her alone."

*hears gunshots*
*wheels outside*
*figures out what annas doing*
*grabs out my bow*
*aims at a squirel*
*takes out an fire arrow*
*as it flies i start to repeat the names of past love ones*
*after the fire dies i look up and see a whole heard of walkers*
..... guuuuuuyyyyyysssssss ..... i think some dead walkers came to pay a visit.....

I turned around as I saw the heard of walkers.

I was sick of their shit now.

"You fucking scum bags. You ruined our fucking lives you filthy little shits", I said, walking towards them with a look of pure hatred in my eyes, reloading my magnum and my deagle.

"It's time for you to fucking pay."

I didn't shoot their heads, like any normal survivor would do. I shot off their limbs just to watch them writhe for a while and then I went in for the kill. It's about time they struggled. I knew they couldn't feel it, nor was it satifying, I just needed to see them suffer, just as I had. Just as we ALL had.

*stands back and lets anna do her thing*

* i take a gun and aim, but i see my father as a zombie and i stop cold*

*takes the necklace*
thanks..... but please dont go
*puts on necklace*

I wake up from the noises of gunshots and zombies. I grab my shotgun and run outside to help, but I stop frozen when I see Katy talking to Hana with a bag on her shoulder. "What's going on?"