BlindingHorizon wrote:

So it started when school started, August 13th I believe?
I met this beautiful girl in my third hour class, Drivers ed.
Perfect ass, boobs, face. I was already starting to like her by just her appearance. I never talked to her though for the first few months.. I was to shy, because well, she was in the popular league, I'm only in between the nerds and popular.. So I thought I was out of her league. Two months passed and I finally grew the balls to say hi to her. She said hi back and we talked a little bit, then class ended. I couldn't stop thinking about her, everything about her was making me go wild.
She had the perfect personality. I learned that she smoked weed a lot, but she was still a really chill, nice person. Months would pass and I'd be thinking about her everyday. Second semester started, I believe she had a crush on me by that time, every time I would walk by her in first hour, she would smile at me and say hey Trent! I would just wave and continue walking (dumb ass me) I was to shy to say hey back at points.. I'd get chills in my spine and think to myself, oh my god she said hey to me without me saying it first.
We'd talk a little bit here and there and I kind of put myself out there that I was just a little strange sometimes because of some faggot friends lol.
So!.. February 13th, day before Valentines day, I asked her for her number. She gave it to me and we texted a bit here and there for hours. I really REALLY liked her, I learned that day she played a lot of games and she had Xbox live and everything. She was everything I was craving in a girl, nice looks, body, gamer, personality. Oh lawd I was driven wild.
Well the next day I decided I'd ask her out on Valentines day. Rejected. I broke down and cried and depression hit me hard. I would start smoking weed to calm myself down because I was really heart broken. The down side is, when I was getting high I would text her all my feelings for her.. open up completely, I was super friend zoned.. She told me I'm sweet and everything but I'm just not her type. I'd still be broke even while high.. I'd still cry. This all went on till I got a girlfriend 4 months ago, we broke up this month. I started talking to that girl again because I still had a little bit of a crush on her, but I never talked to her while I had a girlfriend.
We started talking again.. the first thing was me calling her because I was crying and really upset, I was in the longest relationship I've been in.. and I realized it was all my fault my ex is no longer allowed to see her father anymore and is shunned by the rest of her family because I took her virginity.. But anyways.. She felt really upset I was crying and she started talking to me and I realized how easy she calmed me down and I started realizing I still really like this chick. I started texting her everyday like I used to, I'd say like Hey ! and she'd message back Hey ! What's up? Conversations would start there, but she'd sometimes take hours to reply, yet she works so it's natural for the long wait. Well this happened last week, we were talking.
This is the conversation. Me: Wazzup :3. Her: Just got off youShe means got off work incase your dirty minded like me XD) Me: LOL that sounds dirty X)
I've been webcamming with this girl for the past hour... she's boring me :l. Her. Lol that's weird. Me: Yeah she's no fun... Oh well how was your day?
Her: LAME. It was ok. Wbu? Me: Want a story of today lol? It would seem more exciting . Her: Sure lol. Me: Ok lol, I woke up at home alone, yay :3.
Got on the computer, listened to music full blast, Tyler the Creator ;3
Decided to record one video, Rick comes over 2 hours later, (Rick is in some of my videos.) we record 4 different videos and my dumbass accidentally deletes them.
He leaves and I had to re-record all of it lol. It was horrible :l
Later I finally got Part 2 of Amnesia up on YouTube (I'm about to have part 11 up soon) :3, now this girl I was webcamming with got mad because I told her I was going to go talk to someone else. So she hung up the call and being honest, she said, NO MORE TITS FOR YOU! >: (. My mood was like >:l and
I guess today started happy and ended kind of stupid lol.
She said: lol story of a playa. Me: Hopefully she wasn't being serious about what she said . I have a dirty mind that needs to be satisfied every once in awhile lol. Her: lol it's called Pornhub lol (I was like how does she know this site o.o) Me: Lmao. I'd rather see the stuff with my own eyes in person than see it over a computer , plus viruses .-. Honestly that is how my computer got fucked up really bad... O.o (Stfu almost all guys watch porn lol) Her: Oh god lol tmi. Jk
Me: Lol random call :3 (She accidentally called me) But how did you know about pornhub o.o.. unless you have.. watched porn O.O. Her: Duh err'day
Me: (Can't tell if serious or not.jpg) All day err'day! Idk if I can take what you said serious though :3.. Her: I'm kidding.. (Oh shit. the ...) Me: Figured lol, I still want to know how you know that site . Her: Girls are perverted to (YOU DON'T SAY.jpg) I grew up with my little brother and my little cousin. They're pornhub fools. Me: Lol well yeah girls are, but it's mainly guys who are the most perverted. You wouldn't want to read my mind :3. Her: NO. You wouldn't want to read my mind or any other girls mind. Shit's cray. Me: Lol tell me? I'll tell you :3. Her: I think about doing the nasty with some guys (The nasty XD) Picture them naked, look at their junk. Most girls do. Me: I think that also about some girls.. I don't want to say anything creepy but you might be able to guess one I bet :3? Any girl I normally like I picture things like that, even if it would never happen, but hell I wish it would lol, it would be great :3 (she knew I had a crush on her) Her: I do that to lol. Me: Lol I'm a whore :L... Out of honesty you were one of the girls :L.. .-. I just couldn't keep that in my mind.. Her: Lol it's cool (WUT.jpg) Me: You still are.. and really? Fuck normally I thought a girl would go ape shit if a guy said something like that XD. Her: Yeah, it doesn't bother me lol (She isn't even a whore, so I suspected she liked me but didn't want to date, just benefits(which I agree with benefits :3)) Me: Lol damn :3 now you got me debating in my mind lol. Her: Lol about what? Me: You positive you want to know hah..? Her: Yee. Me: It's dirty and it's abuot asking something, now guess it . (she didn't reply for 20 minutes) Her: I'm confused now? Me: Fine, I'll be straight up. Don't hate me ,-, I want to fuck you ok.. Like really bad :l... The debate was about asking you. :l.. I think I made things awkward. Her: Awe lol since I moved down here I've only had sex with one guy, and that's Chris Choney. (my friend thought it was coney LOL) Me: Fuckin lucky guy! Can I be the second XD lol "Probably not" I've had sex with 3 different girls... more than once each... (inb4 nah mane you're lying because you're on the internet. I have an outside life to bro lol) Her: Danggg, gettin it {;. Me: Lol I guess ;3! I' rather do a hot/beautiful girl with a body I crave than girls that are decent looking and have decent bodies . Her: You crave my body? Me: Well.. I can't lie.. Yes.. It's perfect :l.. Like jaw dropping. Her: No. I got blubber (LIES. She aint fat :L) Me: Don't say that It's perfect, the butt, boobs, lol. All great, plus you have a great face and great personality. That's why I kind of crave you.. :l.. O.o. Her: Awe. This might sound weird but I appreciate you telling me this. Me: It's not weird. That makes me feel happy :3 and I'm glad you appreciate it! Her: Makes my self-esteem boost up lol. Me: Heh . (Compliment mode gogo) Well keep it up because you know inside you're beautiful :3! Her: Awe thanks (OH SHIT THE HEART OMG I THINK SHE LIKES ME) Me: you're welcome ! Her: . Me: I'm really happy right now lol . Her: Really why. Me: cause I'm glad I can make you smile. Her: Awe {::. Me: I bet you have a pretty smile to. Her: Awe You're to sweet. Me: and you're beautiful . Her: Thank you we def. gotta hang. (She wants to hang out. Holy shit dude I did it.) Me: You're welcome and yeah we do! Her: I think you might be my new best bro..? What you think? (By the almighty shit rage of a thousand god damnits.) (Almost half an hour passes, I decide to text her back) Me: That's cool with me but I want to say something.. But I really shouldn't say it.. Her: Say it. Me: Well if we're going to be bros and such... That means well.. This is personal from my mind.. I was hoping one day you know, we could ever do anything, not meaning to be a pervert or anything and I'm sorry if this disturbs you. But I'm cool with it I guess . Her: Maybe.. one day (HORY SHET) Me:I almost dropped my drink. Please tell me you weren't kidding lol. Her: I wasn't (OMG. Did I just get out of the bro zone???) Me: ;o holy shit it's like a dream coming true.. I can't explain the feeling o.o. Her: Buh lol. Just don't try and rush or push me into something or it will never happen. (OMG FUCK YES. All I have to do now is be a good boy. :3(No I'm not wanting to use her for sex. I want to be her best friend. Be there for her when she is hurt or needs someone, you know best friend shit. But also have benefits to having sex and be more than best friends for a moment.)) I couldn't believe my eyes that day. I was so damn happy I almost shat brixx. Twice.