I accidentally art-ed... :C

Yeah... I don't work too well under pressure. lol If I want to do it, then I'll do it. Other than that... money or GTFO. XD I appreciate that people like my stuff, but... it's seriously taxing to do it when you don't want to do it, or have no motivation to do it.

Just to tide certain people over while I work on other things -- or set up for working on other things.... Have some older stuff that I've worked on -- back when I used a fake last name to mostly protect my identity. XD



Speed painted set within the span of under 24 hrs....



And other poop....



L4D: Infected Files webcomic planning:



Also... if you haven't noticed, Jaydin is my favourite character. = v = She's my bby.

;//A//; N-not at all, really. I'm not used to people drooling much over my art. Then again, that could come from deviantART being a pretty crappy place to start. LOL

asfasdf And thank you. I've been trying to work and develop some of the entities in my fiance's world that he's been working on. Both the quadrupedal humanoid and the 'terra-meld' being are just things I'm working on more to see how they work. Also trying to create monsters that one would see in things like The Suffering, or even in Amnesia. I was mostly inspired by Fatal Frame for the other two -- that, and I believe Silent Hill.

@PPP | FlameX

adsasdf Fatal Frame and Silent Hill have been the only survival horrors that I've been willing to pick up and play. XD; The stories behind them were great, and honestly, Fatal Frame was definitely one of the main inspirations for my more loved characters that I enjoy using more times than not. Haha. I should play those games again... though... I'll probably have to wait till my fiance and I get a TV in our room as well as a video capture card so that people can hear me freak out when those damned ghosts pop out of nowhere. >:C

@Br00tal

asfasfadf All the drooling. Just clean up after yourselves, boys. :U

@TimmyB1tch

Well, I'm sure that'll keep you entertained for a bit, seeing as you're talking about slow internet. :3c

@DarkRaven13

Well... I'm not really that great of a teacher, to be honest. I could make tutorials? But... again, I kind of just bullshit my way through drawing and getting stuff done -- not to mention that every time I actually do something, I use a different method every other time. :\ Well... Hair not so much -- but clothes and skin... those two things I generally mix up in the ways I choose to do them.

I don't really have the motivation to make tutorials, either. :C It's nice to help people -- and I'll do so in the form of redlining someone's stuff (if they're asking about anatomy), but... since my own style is still developing, I don't feel comfortable doing something that's going to end up changing. Plus... I don't really want to show people how I do things through a tutorial mostly for the fact that I do want my own definitive style that when people see it, they're like, "Oh, hey! That's that artist Shiay/freejayfly!," and not have someone that knows how I do stuff and be able to freely mimic what it is I do.

I know 'imitation is the best form of flattery,' but I honestly would not feel flattered. I would be really upset that someone would copy my style when I'm trying really hard to still keep at it and develop it.

@lazypeanut

Haha, thank you. :3 I'm glad you like my stuff. X3 And, hey... people can make awesome things out of stick figures. Seriously. :3

Hopefully I can get more things uploaded in due time.

When it's something you love doing, it's hard to not take seriously.

@GeovicDGamer

Well... XD I don't usually call it 'amazing...' I just usually say I draw from time to time. oTL Thank you, though! I really appreciate the fact that you enjoy my work. ; u ; It makes me happy to know that people do like the stuff that I produce.

@TimmyB1tch

Thanks for that. :U

As for my Alienware, it was a gift from my Make-A-Wish since I had asked for my own personal digital art studio. > o > They also provided me with PhotoShop CS3, as well as some traditional supplies for when I felt like not producing art on the computer.

Also, please edit those quotes out of my thread. That's not where I go to look for inspiration, and I don't appreciate 'inspiration' being shoved into my face, especially when they're of stuff I don't find appealing. I may like drawing blood and gore from time to time, but that does not fall into the waterworks and scat category.

Been pretty busy with gaming and filling out paperwork off and on. @____@;; I did manage to get a couple things finished and scanned in. I don't know if I can post the first thing, though? It's kind of a mutilation pic, so I'm going to play it safe and not post it. However, I can post up my new Demi-Goddess character that I created for my fiance's and my stories that we've been working on. I'll also try to get that Pewdie fanart finished. XD;; I know I've said I'd get that finished, I just didn't expect to get swamped in recent times. XDD