Hey I just want to thank you pewdiepie I don't know wether or not you'll see this read this or even care I got no clue but seriously thank you you've kept me from killing myself so many times by me just clicking on your video and you just saying "how are you?" Then complimenting me even though I'm just a insignificant nobody you seem to care more than my own father but then again that isn't exactly hard. I was abused sexually when I was a child by my two babysitters I was sick a lot and missed school therefor labeled a dunce my grandma died when I was 5 causing my mother to become a alcoholic dad quit his job to look after us we starve social services got involved ended up homeless bullied throughout primary lost my dog who was my only friend parents in a car crash lost my uncle knobby lost my grandad uncle aunt god father and mother all in one year got my self confidence destroyed being called fat loser pathetic freak and disgrace to the family I cut once and felt even worse but through all that sh*t if I felt so low I'd consider just…ending it I'd watch your video and even though you don't know me I'd feel like someone cared enough about me and you'd make me laugh and life wouldn't be so hard the reason I told you my life story well the basics I want you to see how much of a amazing man you are to me and how I will always be a loyal bro and fan just because you saved my life enough times for me to meet the most amazing man who I've been with for 6 months now and love with all my heart thank you Felix you have just done so much for me and I can never make it up to you I love you (but like a sisterly way) -a loyal bro Sorcha