I just realized this while I was going home...(talking to myself using my conscience)
Are you still yourself? Look how you've changed...Your not suppose to be saying fucks and shits and picks up fight with your classmates or do bad things...Are you still the child that your parents raised to be a good person with discipline and respect?...And the other people that changed you; Why did you make yourself be like them?? I'm sad on what you've become right now...I hope you change and become THE REAL YOU and make other people turn also to their REAL SELF...Is this the worst generation yet where people are not their REAL SELVES? If you can change...
TELL ME YOUR STORY...
How did you become what you are now?
Are you still yourself? Look how you've changed...Your not suppose to be saying fucks and shits and picks up fight with your classmates or do bad things...Are you still the child that your parents raised to be a good person with discipline and respect?...And the other people that changed you; Why did you make yourself be like them?? I'm sad on what you've become right now...I hope you change and become THE REAL YOU and make other people turn also to their REAL SELF...Is this the worst generation yet where people are not their REAL SELVES? If you can change...
TELL ME YOUR STORY...
How did you become what you are now?








Well it makes sense to me anywayz, may not to some others. But I think that is because I can relate to what your saying a lot. Lots of the things that happened in my life whether there bad or good have changed me to be the person I am now and I like myself more now than I used to sometimes. The people I hang out with have an affect on me in the past it was normally a bad affect, except some of them, some Im still friends with today. Im definitely not a person everyone can like, especially at school. I really only have acquaintances at school, all my friends go to other schools. I always used to hide my thoughts and feelings and was introverted, Im still like this in a way but sometimes I do show my feelings (in both bad and good ways), I did back then sometimes too and most of the time I regretted it, and would become extremely embarrassed and humiliated about it. When this happened sometimes it would make me so angry and I would just go into fit of rage on people which made me more humiliated. But I do the same thing now, I just try to push my anger down and not think about it (which works... well most of the time) or I release my anger out in some kind of activity like kick boxing (this is what I do to release anger now (but mainly to protect myself)), acting, or singing. I just try to not give a shit. I chucked a chair at someone because I just couldn't control myself once when I got really angry and humiliated, I guess I had just had enough. This has happened quite a few but sometimes I just started shouting really loudly or push someone (I only chucked a chair once). When I chucked the chair, I ended up crying because i had regret it so much and felt terrible which has led me to hate myself in the past and led to depression. These things have changed me so much too and im a lot happier with the person i am today then i was before. I just cant wait to see what's next and hope for the better and will never ever change hopefully again 
