Alright, I didn't really know where to say this or anything, this one suited best in my opinion. And I felt like this would be an appropriate first thread to make since I've come back yet again.
However, this thread will be dedicated to the older members and some of the staff members of the site.
This whole thing with me leaving, coming back, resigning, coming back yet again and now banned and then come back again, it's getting old, I get that. To be frank it feels really weird for me to be back here again.
But to be perfectly honest, this last time, it wasn't really my fault that a left.
Anyhoodles, since I have quite a lot of history with this site, I also have quite a lot to apologize for.
First off I guess, since it's most important. M, I've been one of those people informing you about minor things on the site over the years, being quite the nuisance. But I have also said a lot of things I shouldn't have. For all that I've done and said, I'm sorry, I take it all back, even though you might not remember much of it and can't really reflect back to, anyway, I've basically been a jerk at times when I should've shut my asshole.
Second, Leafy (I'll refrain from using your real name since it probably makes you cringe that I do.), Xebaz, Morgrayne, Flamez and I guess the larger part of this site. I know how I have acted when being a mod throughout the year(s) and I myself have reflected upon that and decided to change, I was just about to do so about the time I got banned. And even now I've noticed I've started falling into old patterns, but I've learned when to shut my mouth or turn off my fingers if you will. There are still times when I will make sure I speak my mind just because it might be a person I hate or a person acting in a way that I hate that makes that part of me come out. I have no reason to apologize to those people.
And a paragraph alone for you Leafy. I have no reason to expect you to trust me or to like me, I don't. However, since I've gotten in contact with M and decided to come back here I just want to tell you (If you read this I mean.) that I will try my best not to cross any of your lines, however, if I feel the need I will. I still will not apologize about what sentences, words and phrases had been exchanged on the day that I got banned because at that moment they felt right to say. However, I can apologize for violating your trust about them, even though that technically makes me apologize for those words and other things.
And a quick note to the rest of this community. There is a moderate number of people here that in my eyes need to shape up. Quite a lot. But there is even a bigger number of members here (Even though not many of them come on anymore, which makes things confusing for me because I don't really know anyone around here anymore.) that make me want to come back.
Alright, that is all for me this time. Thank you for reading.
TL;DR I am a jackass.
However, this thread will be dedicated to the older members and some of the staff members of the site.
This whole thing with me leaving, coming back, resigning, coming back yet again and now banned and then come back again, it's getting old, I get that. To be frank it feels really weird for me to be back here again.
But to be perfectly honest, this last time, it wasn't really my fault that a left.
Anyhoodles, since I have quite a lot of history with this site, I also have quite a lot to apologize for.
First off I guess, since it's most important. M, I've been one of those people informing you about minor things on the site over the years, being quite the nuisance. But I have also said a lot of things I shouldn't have. For all that I've done and said, I'm sorry, I take it all back, even though you might not remember much of it and can't really reflect back to, anyway, I've basically been a jerk at times when I should've shut my asshole.
Second, Leafy (I'll refrain from using your real name since it probably makes you cringe that I do.), Xebaz, Morgrayne, Flamez and I guess the larger part of this site. I know how I have acted when being a mod throughout the year(s) and I myself have reflected upon that and decided to change, I was just about to do so about the time I got banned. And even now I've noticed I've started falling into old patterns, but I've learned when to shut my mouth or turn off my fingers if you will. There are still times when I will make sure I speak my mind just because it might be a person I hate or a person acting in a way that I hate that makes that part of me come out. I have no reason to apologize to those people.
And a paragraph alone for you Leafy. I have no reason to expect you to trust me or to like me, I don't. However, since I've gotten in contact with M and decided to come back here I just want to tell you (If you read this I mean.) that I will try my best not to cross any of your lines, however, if I feel the need I will. I still will not apologize about what sentences, words and phrases had been exchanged on the day that I got banned because at that moment they felt right to say. However, I can apologize for violating your trust about them, even though that technically makes me apologize for those words and other things.
And a quick note to the rest of this community. There is a moderate number of people here that in my eyes need to shape up. Quite a lot. But there is even a bigger number of members here (Even though not many of them come on anymore, which makes things confusing for me because I don't really know anyone around here anymore.) that make me want to come back.
Alright, that is all for me this time. Thank you for reading.
TL;DR I am a jackass.
"I've begun my voyage in a paper boat without a bottom; I will fly to the moon in it."
"When this paper aeroplane leaves the cliff edge, and carves parallel vapour trails in the dark, we will come together."
"When this paper aeroplane leaves the cliff edge, and carves parallel vapour trails in the dark, we will come together."
