Hi everyone! ..and thank you pewdie

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    • Hi everyone! ..and thank you pewdie

      Hi, my name is H.P and i hope we all can get along. :)

      I'm 18 years old, and hail from the frozen wastelands of Norway, y'know that place where people ride polar bears (just kidding) :P
      I'm a somewhat introverted individual and not really a good conversationalist but i hope you won't mind.
      i've got a fair amount of interests and hobbies, chief amongst them would be Motorcycles, i've got a Suzuki Savage 650LS custom in my garage, and i'm currently saving up for a Harley Davidson (883 Sportster), my mechanical skills and knowledge ain't something to brag about, but i won't let that stop me, it's that awesome feeling when you're on the road and the fantastic community that drives me forward :D . second would probably be anime and manga i've been into it since i was about 8 and saw my first anime (Outlaw Star) and that again eventually fueled my interest in Japan, and i dream of someday taking the Japanese language and culture program at UiO (university of Oslo), even though it will cost me an arm and a leg.
      i'm also an avid gamer and play a lot in my free time, i'm not a hardcore gamer but not a casual gamer either. there's some other stuff too, but nothing that's really relevant....and now for some serious stuff. :S

      I'm not sure if you'll ever read this Pewdie, but i feel that i have too write this anyway.
      for several years now i've had some serious shit going on in my life, it eventually affected me mentally and i got diagnosed with ADD and BPD (bi-polar disorder, in short it's something like extreme mood-swings you can be really high-strung for a while and then suddenly laps down into a near suicidal depression) the really serious kind too, (later i also got afflicted with tinnitus after an unfortunate accident involving two deers and a rifle), i got medications for it and went to a psychologist for many years, i also went to a speciality school dealing with kids that can't handle normal school.. the teachers at that school was my godfather and godmother (and another cool guy..can't mention names), and they together with the other students helped me a lot, i'm forever grateful to those wonderful people. I was finally getting some order in my life and the next years went by without any major problems.
      However..when i started my third year in high school things started too change. The class i am in is absolutely horrible, i'm not saying that they're bad people, they are actually pretty friendly....but they are loud, very VERY loud, every class they start whispering, talking, laughing, YELLING and so on..they don't listen too the teacher (not that he's doing a good job getting order in class) and they don't listen to me. Because of the ADD and the tinnitus i can get friggin distracted by the birds outside, so this is literally a living nightmare for me, this also has an effect on my psyche(and grades) and the stress it causes me makes the BPD act up again, i've even had to increase the dosage of the medication i'm on, and i've got a constant headache because of the tinnitus which is only getting worse. every day i get home i'm so tired i just want to lie down and rest the whole day. However some months ago i discovered you, there was something odd with your videos, or rather something with you. When i watch you on youtube it makes me smile, it makes me think that everything will work out eventually. I know it might be a little weird but for some reason it feels like that through your videos i know you, almost like you're right there beside me, it's hard to describe it's kinda like how it is in the biker community, at a big mc-meeting you can sit down at some table, beer in your hand with a couple of guys you've never met before and talk with them about pretty much anything like you've been friends you're whole life. I kinda get a feeling akin to that when i watch your videos, and it's helped me a lot, it gives me that little extra i need to get through the day, and for that i am immensely thankful, whether you know it or not, you've been a great help to me, and i really appreciate it. You're one of a kind and i'll continue to do what little i can to support you, so you can do what you do best. :thumbup: *Brofist*

      Sorry, it got a bit longer than i thought. :wacko: