Br00tal wrote:
All these stories
all them feels
i cant hold them
I know right.
No one wants to kiss me, though </3
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Br00tal wrote:
All these stories
all them feels
i cant hold them
Rune wrote:
That's such a cute story :')
Also, thanks for helping steer us back on topic XD I was fearing my that my first thread locking was looming![]()
Mech__Warrior wrote:
XD Oh my god, I busted out laughing just now in the computer lab after seeing this as well as the preceding images. XD All right, I think I can breathe now.
Anyway, my story began back in October at some point, I don't remember when because I was talking to my ex through Facebook back in September. We became friends and I got a feel for her personality and what she liked. We liked each other pretty well, and we eventually decided to jump into a relationship...but with me taking some rough classes and trying to adjust to transferring to a University from a community college as well as her living about an hour and a half away from me, we hardly got to see each other. However, whenever we met up, sparks just flew and I always wanted to be around her. The first kiss was after we went to go see GWAR live, which quickly turned into making out. She was pretty much my first everything; my first kiss, makeout, sex, etc. She also happened to be my first break-up as well. Towards the end of the semester, she slowly started talking to me less and less. We never called each other, she didn't message me as much on Facebook or Skype, she wouldn't text me, etc. I didn't know what else to do.
...I'm cutting out half of the details about our break-up, but my bragging about losing my virginity at my best friend's house cost me that relationship with her. I still suspect he gave her a live feed of what I was saying, trying to make his brother jealous. ('Cause he was a dick to me for so long and revenge is best served cold, I hope was still a virgin back then.) Lost her, lost my best friend, spend several months depressed and angry before repairing that damage and going to his twenty first birthday. About two weeks later, everything fell apart again and I fell back into that spiral of depression and bitterness. It almost prevented me from going to college, actually, I kept putting internet and gaming above everything else. (Very bad habits that I still suffer from) Ten long months later, and I think I'm in a position to finally move on...yet another part of me still lingers. She was the only girl that actually showed interest in me. Every other girl that I showed interest in didn't bother to return it back, so I gave up. I still don't know why I keep trucking forward to this day, but I'm sure if my ex noticed me and desired me enough, I'm sure there have got to be others.
Rune wrote:
Mech__Warrior wrote:
XD Oh my god, I busted out laughing just now in the computer lab after seeing this as well as the preceding images. XD All right, I think I can breathe now.
Anyway, my story began back in October at some point, I don't remember when because I was talking to my ex through Facebook back in September. We became friends and I got a feel for her personality and what she liked. We liked each other pretty well, and we eventually decided to jump into a relationship...but with me taking some rough classes and trying to adjust to transferring to a University from a community college as well as her living about an hour and a half away from me, we hardly got to see each other. However, whenever we met up, sparks just flew and I always wanted to be around her. The first kiss was after we went to go see GWAR live, which quickly turned into making out. She was pretty much my first everything; my first kiss, makeout, sex, etc. She also happened to be my first break-up as well. Towards the end of the semester, she slowly started talking to me less and less. We never called each other, she didn't message me as much on Facebook or Skype, she wouldn't text me, etc. I didn't know what else to do.
...I'm cutting out half of the details about our break-up, but my bragging about losing my virginity at my best friend's house cost me that relationship with her. I still suspect he gave her a live feed of what I was saying, trying to make his brother jealous. ('Cause he was a dick to me for so long and revenge is best served cold, I hope was still a virgin back then.) Lost her, lost my best friend, spend several months depressed and angry before repairing that damage and going to his twenty first birthday. About two weeks later, everything fell apart again and I fell back into that spiral of depression and bitterness. It almost prevented me from going to college, actually, I kept putting internet and gaming above everything else. (Very bad habits that I still suffer from) Ten long months later, and I think I'm in a position to finally move on...yet another part of me still lingers. She was the only girl that actually showed interest in me. Every other girl that I showed interest in didn't bother to return it back, so I gave up. I still don't know why I keep trucking forward to this day, but I'm sure if my ex noticed me and desired me enough, I'm sure there have got to be others.
I suddenly felt a tear of sadness leave my eye as I was reading that because I'm the same as you, my ex was my first everything... we dated for two years (and although we never had full intercourse) we did everything but that. I too, bragged about it and it ended up in arguments and mistrust. It's like I'm reading my story through someone else's eyes... freaky shit XD
Mech__Warrior wrote:
So I'm not alone. Well, that's good to know I suppose. I feel a lot less alone again, but that void still remains. I recently refriended her again on Facebook as well as him, and things are pretty good between him and I...but I want to find out why she did the things she did. Yet there's part of me that doesn't need that, that wants me to move on and leave that to fate. I still miss those feelings, some days more than others, but there will be someone out there...or so I hope.Rune wrote:
Mech__Warrior wrote:
XD Oh my god, I busted out laughing just now in the computer lab after seeing this as well as the preceding images. XD All right, I think I can breathe now.
Anyway, my story began back in October at some point, I don't remember when because I was talking to my ex through Facebook back in September. We became friends and I got a feel for her personality and what she liked. We liked each other pretty well, and we eventually decided to jump into a relationship...but with me taking some rough classes and trying to adjust to transferring to a University from a community college as well as her living about an hour and a half away from me, we hardly got to see each other. However, whenever we met up, sparks just flew and I always wanted to be around her. The first kiss was after we went to go see GWAR live, which quickly turned into making out. She was pretty much my first everything; my first kiss, makeout, sex, etc. She also happened to be my first break-up as well. Towards the end of the semester, she slowly started talking to me less and less. We never called each other, she didn't message me as much on Facebook or Skype, she wouldn't text me, etc. I didn't know what else to do.
...I'm cutting out half of the details about our break-up, but my bragging about losing my virginity at my best friend's house cost me that relationship with her. I still suspect he gave her a live feed of what I was saying, trying to make his brother jealous. ('Cause he was a dick to me for so long and revenge is best served cold, I hope was still a virgin back then.) Lost her, lost my best friend, spend several months depressed and angry before repairing that damage and going to his twenty first birthday. About two weeks later, everything fell apart again and I fell back into that spiral of depression and bitterness. It almost prevented me from going to college, actually, I kept putting internet and gaming above everything else. (Very bad habits that I still suffer from) Ten long months later, and I think I'm in a position to finally move on...yet another part of me still lingers. She was the only girl that actually showed interest in me. Every other girl that I showed interest in didn't bother to return it back, so I gave up. I still don't know why I keep trucking forward to this day, but I'm sure if my ex noticed me and desired me enough, I'm sure there have got to be others.
I suddenly felt a tear of sadness leave my eye as I was reading that because I'm the same as you, my ex was my first everything... we dated for two years (and although we never had full intercourse) we did everything but that. I too, bragged about it and it ended up in arguments and mistrust. It's like I'm reading my story through someone else's eyes... freaky shit XD
Rune wrote:
Yeah there's not much good that can come from talking to an ex at the best of times, I started speaking to my ex again in March, she came to my house in May and she cheated on her boyfriend (we did everything apart from sex again) and then she broke up with him, promised she'd get back with me and then completely f**ked me off for some 20 year old school teacher breaking my heart... she's with him for 2 months and then I find out at a party that she's already had sex with him and it completely destroyed me... she was with me for 2 years and wouldn't even try with me but she's with someone who could get arrested for being with her and trusts him just like *that*.
I threw up from crying so much after I found out but some good friends showed me and reminded me what she did in the past and now I'm fineTalking to another girl now and hopefully I'll be with her soon
If you ever need a relationshippy chat man just inbox me XD I'm a good listener when I'm not talking so damn much
Cirno wrote:
OT : First ones are always the worst.
Rune wrote:
Cirno wrote:
OT : First ones are always the worst.
I beg to differ, my first kiss was one of the best I've EVER had... depends on who it's with, why you kissed, how much you liked each other etc.
Rune wrote:
Cirno wrote:
OT : First ones are always the worst.
I beg to differ, my first kiss was one of the best I've EVER had... depends on who it's with, why you kissed, how much you liked each other etc.
TimmyCr4ft wrote:
this thread is... interesting, 3 golden bananas out of Shiguro Miyamoto to Rune here for making it![]()
Amnesia wrote:
My pillow gets sum errynight if you know wut i mean.
nah i've never kissed anyone. Gross, cooties.