glasswingsPS Bro

Hi im Glasswings&Paperskin. I want to share a small story with you. My whole life i struggled with severe depression and anxiety. About 4 or 5 years ago a guy came into my life that i was with for quite sometime. He abused me and much more graffic things i will not share. In this time my depression and anxiety became unimaginably worse. I was at the end of my rope. In and out of the hospital for suicidal tendencies. My couselor and psychiatrist couldnt find a way to help me. But a big reason why i made it through that part of my life, was because of pewdiepie and a few other youtubers. If my depression and anxiety got too bad, or i felt like offing myself, i got on youtube and watched pewdiepie. He seemed to be the only thing that made me smile then. I truly feel that if it wasnt for the numerous times he made me smile and laugh, no matter how much pain i was in, i wouldnt have made it through the stuff that man had put me through. Now however, after getting through all the bad; though i still have issues caused by said guy of my past, my lifeis now amazing, a life i wouldnt have known. Yes, i still have depression and anxiety but its lessening. Im left with ptsd and low self esteem problems, separation anxiety disorder and much much more. But after all of this. There is good. I swear. I have someone in my life now, who truly loves me. Im now engaged, to a real man. A man who cares for me so very much. I have a therapy dog that i love like a daughter. Im going to be going into college soon! Im getting better.. and soon, i want to start youtubing. I dont have barely any money at all, but when i get the money for some equipment or money for video editing software; i want to become a youtuber! I want to make people smile and laugh for a living. I want to know that if someone is going through hard things, that i can make them smile! Like pewds did for me.. i want to return the favor to the world and i want to spark the light in people and know that ill inspire them! I want to know that i can help those who were like me. I want to make people happy!