This is a very serious message that I am about to send out to everyone.

Recently, I have been harassed as I was playing SSF4 online. On Wednesday, one person got so PO'ed when I was beating him that he rage-quit and sent me really offensive messages such as "learn how to play!", which I already know how to, and then he would call me an "a**hole" and "motherf***er." I got so PO'ed that I sent him messages that say "go die in a fire" and "go f*** yourself." That shows that I actually have a hard time dealing with harassment. I blocked that person for good. And then, about a few minutes ago, I was called stupid trash, so I said "go f*** yourself" again and he said "f*** you" back at me. I blocked him shortly afterwards.

What I am trying to say is this: I am a very sensitive person and I've been this way all my life. Being a patient of autism, anxiety, and depression is not easy to deal with. I know I tend to yell back at people who harass me, but I'm trying really hard to stop doing that. I will be seeing my therapist so she can help me deal with situations like this. Like I said, harassment is something that really pains me emotionally. I've actually had times where I wanted to kill myself after being harassed, but I keep telling myself that it's never good to think about suicide.

Thank you guys for understanding. I just need to spread this out because harassment, whether it's offline or online, needs to stop.

I had, and still have, a hard time dealing with situations like this, like I said before. I'm glad that I am trying to turn things around.