De-Materialized Within
Chapters
Prologue
I - The Beginning (1) (2) (3) (4)
II - The Curse
III - Funeral
IV - Throne Room of Destiny
V - The Mirror Forest ~ Imaginary Earth
VI - Hard Reality
VII - ???
VIII - Frozen Rain
IX - Sapphire Princess ~ Imaginary Water
X - Blue Midnight City
XI - Maze of Madness
XII - No Need for Assignments!
XIII - Forgotten Fortress
XIV - Anesthetic Transubstantiation
XV - Shoreline Awakening
XVI - Revelations
XVII - Sulphuric Love
XVIII - Hiatus's Secret Cave ~ Imaginary Ice
XIX - Wraith Wrath!
XX - The Lake of Tranquility
XXI - The Diary and The Citadel
XXII - Inamorta's Amendment
XXIII - The Aisle Of Angels
XXIV - Subliminal Melody ~ Imaginary Air
XXV - Mothership
XXVI - Safety
XXVII - Temptation
XXVIII - Withdraw
XXIX - The Knowledge
XXX - Countdown
XXXI - The Sergeant. The Body and The Crystal
XXXII - Purpose ~ Understanding 1
XXXIII - Perpetual Wings of Nephyricania
XXXIV - The Last Whisper of The Spirit
XXXV - Female Stone Puzzle ~ Understanding 2
XXXVI - Entering The Truth ~ Imaginary Twilight
XXXVII - The Dream Realm
XXXVIII - The Third Cube of Decorus ~ Caileen
XXXIX - Into The Night
XL - The Second Cube of Decorus - Celia
XLI - Inverted and Stabilized
XLII - The First Cube of Decorus - Coleania
XLIII - The Tower of Unending Dreams
XLIV - Hands of Time
XLV - The Dream Platform
XLVI - The Chaos Platform
XLII - The Twilight Platform ~ The Flamboyant Submelimi
XLIII - Planting The Seed of Death
XLIV - Her Disappearance
Epilogue
Prologue
Chapters
Prologue
I - The Beginning (1) (2) (3) (4)
II - The Curse
III - Funeral
IV - Throne Room of Destiny
V - The Mirror Forest ~ Imaginary Earth
VI - Hard Reality
VII - ???
VIII - Frozen Rain
IX - Sapphire Princess ~ Imaginary Water
X - Blue Midnight City
XI - Maze of Madness
XII - No Need for Assignments!
XIII - Forgotten Fortress
XIV - Anesthetic Transubstantiation
XV - Shoreline Awakening
XVI - Revelations
XVII - Sulphuric Love
XVIII - Hiatus's Secret Cave ~ Imaginary Ice
XIX - Wraith Wrath!
XX - The Lake of Tranquility
XXI - The Diary and The Citadel
XXII - Inamorta's Amendment
XXIII - The Aisle Of Angels
XXIV - Subliminal Melody ~ Imaginary Air
XXV - Mothership
XXVI - Safety
XXVII - Temptation
XXVIII - Withdraw
XXIX - The Knowledge
XXX - Countdown
XXXI - The Sergeant. The Body and The Crystal
XXXII - Purpose ~ Understanding 1
XXXIII - Perpetual Wings of Nephyricania
XXXIV - The Last Whisper of The Spirit
XXXV - Female Stone Puzzle ~ Understanding 2
XXXVI - Entering The Truth ~ Imaginary Twilight
XXXVII - The Dream Realm
XXXVIII - The Third Cube of Decorus ~ Caileen
XXXIX - Into The Night
XL - The Second Cube of Decorus - Celia
XLI - Inverted and Stabilized
XLII - The First Cube of Decorus - Coleania
XLIII - The Tower of Unending Dreams
XLIV - Hands of Time
XLV - The Dream Platform
XLVI - The Chaos Platform
XLII - The Twilight Platform ~ The Flamboyant Submelimi
XLIII - Planting The Seed of Death
XLIV - Her Disappearance
Epilogue
Prologue
I was on my way home from school and I felt something; but I didn’t know what it was. I couldn’t see it, hear it nor touch it. It just was there, behind me – all the time. I was used to be lonely and I forced myself to not care – but still, I did. I know that I was just a regular guy – a regular guy but still not. I never believed that an individual was unique. I may sound pessimistic but this is the way I work – and you better accept it. You only see the shell of people – it isn’t often you crack it open and understand its contents. Paranoid, coldhearted and someone that never gives a damn about anything – that’s the person I really am. I cannot be myself, because I never had been myself. Being straightforward or discreet, that’s the question. Choosing the middle-way might be the right choice but I can’t do that.
I have two personalities. No one has seen my dark side – I can just see myself as the person I have always been – the happy, outgoing, talkative and intellectual Nate. I haven’t awakened yet, but I shall come – patience is the key, isn’t it? I am tired of being the fake me because I’ll never find my inner harmony. I wish I never existed – the mankind’s existence is only suffering. We suffer everyday – you’ll know what I mean, its hopeless for me to explain – it makes me suffer. You see? It may sound twisted but this is the truth. If you cannot accept it, stop reading. You’d probably end up being disappointed.
I stopped abruptly. Something flipped inside of me and I felt nauseous – like a rollercoaster without any brakes, accelerating into the next inverted double-loop. Subconsciously, a smile appeared on my face and my body-position changed – I looked self-confident. Something that I never were. The presence of the unknown stalker was gone. When I came home I locked myself into the bathroom – watching myself in the mirror. I saw that looked different – not that remembered what I looked like before, but something had changed. I looked deeply into the mirror and a dark forest. I saw a sharp cliff – it was sticking out from the slope below it. The wind was blowing heavily – so hard that branches and roots snapped, leaves getting ripped off and the cliff got eroded smaller and smaller. My sister was jerking in the doorknob and was shouting – but I didn’t care about it, I just kept looking into the mirror. I saw a girl standing close to the cliff – her hair blowing in the same direction as the heavy wind. She was really beautiful standing there in the wind. Suddenly three people came out from the forest and stared at her. Their faces were blank – it really disappointed me.
The girl turned around and conversing with the other ones. The night fell and the stars illuminated the night sky. She stood close to one of other three – it looked like a boy. The wind was holding them in a tight grip – standing together in the storm. The clouds escaped and the sky was clear above them. The jerking and shouting from sister increased and I tried to ignore her – I kept staring into the mirror. The girl walked towards the cliff and the boy tried to stop her, but he failed – or gave up, I don’t know. I felt a liquid pouring down my cheeks. The tension of the mirror increased and the vision got blurrier and blurrier – the mirror shattered in my face and the pieces fell into the washbasin. I looked down on a piece and saw that I cried blood – someone had placed its hand on my shoulder and I never noticed.
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