Have you heard of Borderline Personality Disorder? I don't like going about diagnosing, but I have over 4 years schooling and have the disorder myself. Here are the criteria: ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmedhealth/PMH0001931/ From there, I'd say to consult others with BPD. People say "friends till the end" --but sadly, life doesn't work that way. I wish you well.