I might have gotten a slap from reality recently and I just don't know what to make of it. Gaming has always been a great help in clearing my head and dealing with any emotional problems I might have had or am going through. I began last year to make a YouTube account for let's plays since it brought me great joy to play games and include my funny personality. But for a year now I've just accumulated slightly over 100 subs and 30,000 views and seem to be a mockery to other channels. I know this …