I play bass and sing in the band Planetoid. I've been playing for...ever, cause I'm older than Earth. nbLRnZPamrA Don't give up on that dream! Whenever I lose motivation I stop and make sure trying to make the kind of music I'd like to listen to, that usually works for me. It's normal to feel shy about people hearing you play when you're working outside of your comfort zone, but that's where you need to work to improve! If you can swing it try to get an electric keyboard and some headphones.