Haha i just love watching you play these survivor games pewds !! You honestly are a beacon of light in my life at times buddy .. I just don't know how to tell you as to how much of an inspiration you are to me.. Also how you instantly put a smile across my face on the grimmest of times .. Its like a gateway from all the problems .. Usually I'm the kind of guy who maintains a tight English lip and doesn't express how I'm feeling inside.. But I don't remember a time where I haven't caught myself n…