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THE CLOSET ROMANTIC All those chances left untaken And the chains remain unshaken I was told that love would find me But they surely were mistaken HARD WORKER If myself lay in work And my passion do shirk Here my destiny's sealed As the hypocrite jerk THE "PERVERT" In pursuit of the rib Which led us to dust Here lies with the scornéd hand The destruction of trust

When I was a small boy, I had spent a night over at my friend's house. Being late to church, we skipped breakfast, but I had still taken insulin because I'm a type 1 diabetic. Halfway thru a class, I rocked back in my chair, passed out and awoke to find temporary paralysis in the left side of my body. Wound me up in the hospital where nurses found my electrolyte balance had also been way off. Almost fell into a rapids section of the Brazos river while hiking with my scout troop. Cracked my skull…

I don't know. My day just starts and ends with stuff happening in the middle. I guess I live just to be not bored and not die.

What I regret the most is pushing a lot of people out of my life. Through my years of childhood, I had a lot of exposure to a religion which demands strict adherence to rules (aka Mormonism) followed up by sharing school with no one who shared that religion. I ended up isolated in my religion and that bled into my school life. I preferred books and computers to that of human beings. As a result, I ended up as a late bloomer to life.

I honestly don't know. Most of the time, I end up feeding it by listening to music that gets my adrenaline going.

Throughout my life, I've come to understand this idea that I was born in the wrong time. It's not as if I were some form of mythical being, but rather that their ancestries have piled into my body and resulted in this.....urge. Even as I write this, it makes mostly no sense to me, but I feel I must write this. I have a desire to someday engage in physical combat, and I do not speak of the tenderly cultivated system of sport. My body longs for the challenge of life and limb, to test my strength …

Dano, in all respects, I understand the vision as to why you see this as pathetic, but I honestly have to agree with Eddie a bit on this one. I had brought up this issue of mods missing in action and I only felt as if it were something brushed off with an excuse. You yourself told me 'We have lives outside of this forum.', yet I never heard what was going to be done to handle said situation. Now, I know I'm not a mod, but in no way was it even hinted at that the situation was being dealt with. A…