Felix, I really hope you read this. My name is Canaan, I live in the U.S. and I'm 16. I've been watching your videos since around 2 million Bros. Over the past 2 years or so I've struggled with extreme depression, bipolar disorder, self-harm, and even suicidal thoughts. But no matter how deep I was in my feels, every time I watched one of your videos you made me laugh and smile and feel truly happy. I've been clean from self-harm for over 5 months now and I'm the happiest I've ever been in my en…