Don't apologize! It's ironical, and sad to see how you can makes people so happy while being lost. Personally, doing sport helped me a lot in order to fulfill this emptyness Just make something new, I don't know man Go out, run, or maybe write a book, or dive into charity! When you feel "empty", it's the perfect time to start something new ; something you may always wanted to do but never dared to? I don't know if you will read it, i don't even know you personnaly, but to me you are a friend. I …