lucyxyyvan wrote:

the above photos are me, when i was 16 years old and newly diagnosed with ehlers-danlos syndrome, gastroparesis, fibromyalgia, tachycardia, scoliosis, and arthritis.

i dont look disabled, that is the first thing people say or think when they see me and hear my story. and that is why is was so hard on me. soon after, when i was 17 years old, i had to stop going to public school and begin online schooling. i was no longer able to attend public school, and because of how sick i had made myself, i had to be bedridden for a month.
"friends." when i got sick, they were nowhere around. they didnt want to or couldnt deal with my conditions. so i turned to youtube. pewdie was the most "popular" at the time, so of course he was the first one i turned to since i was familiar with him. this period in my life was definitely the hardest, and when nothing or no one could make me laugh, his videos did.
for two years, i have continued to watch his videos, no matter how healthy or sick i became. now, im 19 and a half years old, unable to work, but able to do household work and in a committed relationship, looking forward to the future, but one thing has never changed. my boyfriend and i watching pewdie's videos every night before bed. Thank you, Pewdiepie.