I sure have problems to show ANY appreciation to anything or anyone which/who'd deserve more than I am able to show. I just can't. I can't be happy to an extent. I can't be as happy as I should be about certain things. Or as I really feel. On the inside I can be like "OMGWTFI'MSOHAPPYRIGHTNOW" and on the outside I'm like "Okay. That's fine.". Same goes for "I love you". I never really say it and my biggest problem is to show my love to people I really love or who deserved it. I just can't. Expressing love and happiness are my top weaknesses.
