I've done everything to try and forget, but nothing works better than listening to heavy metal. It works really well for me and plus none of your stuff is broken.
"If you don't stand for something, you will fall for anything."
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"If you don't stand for something, you will fall for anything."
Rune wrote:
When I actually had a girlfriend I'd normally text her and ask if I could meet her and then we'd just hug for ages and sometimes I'd even cry on her if it was something bad... she's the only person in the world (apart from my Mum and Sister) who have seen me properly cry.
Now it's normally on a scale XD (7 being suicidally depressed and 1 being 'okay-ish')
1 - Okay-ish: Normally I just ignore whatever it is and make a video or play a game
2 - Slightly Depressed: Just sit and think, then eat something small and then play a video game XD
3 - Upset: Usually I'll play my guitar really loud and sing really loud - usually something depressing
4 - Really Depressed: I'll lay down on my bed in the foetal position and just think or take a REALLY long shower
5 - Close to tears: Put my earphones in, listen to the heaviest shit I have on full volume and then go for a walk without giving a shit about the time or weather (bare in mind I'm scared to walk alone at night past half 10 but that's a story for another day)
6 - Uncontrollable tears: I wont even bother with the walk to clear my head, I'll just sit there, lock my door, listen to the most depressing shit I have and just cry
7 - Suicidally Depressed: I've only ever been like this once but I instantly broke down crying before punching a wall so hard it instantly shattered my knuckle into three pieces (I still have a slight deformity) and then I tried ringing a couple of close friends including my ex (desperation I know!) my sister and a few guys but my phone just wouldn't do it so I threw it at the wall as hard as I could and the screen came out of the phone and shattered - I then decided to walk to my closest mates house and at least three or four times I almost threw myself infront of a bus but didn't have the strength or will to do it... I never want to be like that again
Xan wrote:
I do that or I turn to music, either playing it (violin or piano) or listening to it.
Maxinial wrote:
it takes something tragic to make me cry... so I normally just sit in solitude and listen to music when I'm sad. I paint a bit too