I said this in one of my blogs but i want to write it also here:
''I feel so alone those days! I have many social problems in school. I feel like I don't have any friends anymore. They started to making fun of me. At first it was friendly. I was like: '' Ok, a joke never hurted anyone.'' But now they say those jokes all day and that makes me feel really sad. They don't want to understand me. All they want is to see me in pain. I try my hardest to show them I don't care, but it's really difficult for me. I just want to go to them, while speaking behind my back and insulting me, and say: ''FUCK YOU ALL!!'' But I don't want to do that because I know that's what some of them want me to do. They want to see me suffer that's all. And it's not that but they started to hide things from me. And not something personal like: ''You know I am in love with that girl, please don't tell it'' but things like:''We will go all out!'' And they wouldn't tell me to come before I hear them and say that I heard it, even though they didn't invite me.
But answer me this, if you read this, can I consider you my friend since we are all bros? Can I tell you my pain? Can I tell you the things that makes me sad? Can you make me to not feel so lonenly anymore? ''
''I feel so alone those days! I have many social problems in school. I feel like I don't have any friends anymore. They started to making fun of me. At first it was friendly. I was like: '' Ok, a joke never hurted anyone.'' But now they say those jokes all day and that makes me feel really sad. They don't want to understand me. All they want is to see me in pain. I try my hardest to show them I don't care, but it's really difficult for me. I just want to go to them, while speaking behind my back and insulting me, and say: ''FUCK YOU ALL!!'' But I don't want to do that because I know that's what some of them want me to do. They want to see me suffer that's all. And it's not that but they started to hide things from me. And not something personal like: ''You know I am in love with that girl, please don't tell it'' but things like:''We will go all out!'' And they wouldn't tell me to come before I hear them and say that I heard it, even though they didn't invite me.
But answer me this, if you read this, can I consider you my friend since we are all bros? Can I tell you my pain? Can I tell you the things that makes me sad? Can you make me to not feel so lonenly anymore? ''