I'm gonna tell you a part of the real story about why I'm mad at my father.
I have a depression. He doesn't understand that even though I've told him. I'm eating medicine and stuff for it and so on.
He is one of the reasons for my depression. Of course I have not told him that. I'm so scared of him. I don't want to be alone with him because I'm afraid that he will rage and eventually hit me. That has happened before. Do you know how it's like to be afraid of your own father?
I hate my class in school and sometimes I just cant go.
I have one friend in real life and she lives far away from me. She is my best friend and the only one whom I trust till 100%.
Because of the lack of friends I am very lonely and therefore the computer is one of the most important things for me, besides my niece and nephew. I never go out unless it's for school or my parents make me.
If I had a dog I would get company and exercise so I have a reason for wanting a dog. It seems to me that my father does not want me to get better.
I'm not spoiled or anything like that, I just want to get better.
I don't wanna be this depressed, sensitive person that I am.
Oh well. It's not like anybody really cares about my story but I just wanted to tell you a part of my life.
I have a depression. He doesn't understand that even though I've told him. I'm eating medicine and stuff for it and so on.
He is one of the reasons for my depression. Of course I have not told him that. I'm so scared of him. I don't want to be alone with him because I'm afraid that he will rage and eventually hit me. That has happened before. Do you know how it's like to be afraid of your own father?
I hate my class in school and sometimes I just cant go.
I have one friend in real life and she lives far away from me. She is my best friend and the only one whom I trust till 100%.
Because of the lack of friends I am very lonely and therefore the computer is one of the most important things for me, besides my niece and nephew. I never go out unless it's for school or my parents make me.
If I had a dog I would get company and exercise so I have a reason for wanting a dog. It seems to me that my father does not want me to get better.
I'm not spoiled or anything like that, I just want to get better.
I don't wanna be this depressed, sensitive person that I am.
Oh well. It's not like anybody really cares about my story but I just wanted to tell you a part of my life.
I have not failed. I have just found 10 000 ways that do not work.